this sentence will ruin/save your life

at his funeral i did not cry
because of his death (for
i knew this, the eventual end
of his flesh, would come)
but for the loss accompanied.
i suddenly felt alone without
that seemingly trivial comfort,
to watch his lips move and curl
around syllables with elastic grace,
unable to ever know how
i existed, or even if i did exist,
beyond those barriers.

track one

i started blogging, so sue me

this will be filled mainly with interesting things, self-made mixes and reviews of everything

mix #1:
"forgive us for being lost"

Animal Collective - "Slippi"
Black Dice - "Night Flight"
Boredoms - "(Heart)"
Brian Eno - "Needles in the Camel’s Eye"
Clark - "New Year Storm"
Don Caballero - "Lucky Father Brown"
Electrelane - "Bells"
Ellen Allien & Apparat - "Floating Points"
Fennesz - "Circassian"
K.C. Accidental - "Nancy and the Girdle Boy"
LCD Soundsystem - "Watch the Tapes"
Sinner DC - "Everything is Sand"
Studio - "No Comply"
The Shins - "Sleeping Lessons"
Van Morrison - "Gloria"
The Wrens - "Boys, You Won’t"